In truth, the seed of that violence germinates in me as well. Anyone who has known me with any level of intimacy can tell you the difficulty I’ve had with managing and modulating my emotions. Every time I feel silenced or shut down, the trapped panic sets in — the panic of a girl whose feelings were never allowed a fair hearing. Every time I feel anger rising in my chest, I relive the white-hot nightmare my father inflicted on me, and it’s that heat that scorches anyone near me. Every day, as a parent, as a friend, as a lover, I struggle to avoid becoming the raging beast of my father or the cold spectre of my mother. Every day, I try to live in open-hearted empathy. Some days, I fail. Others, I succeed. Mum and I remain very close – and I believe those fun spankings have a lot to do with the strength of our relationship. In fact, as I was typing this story, she called me – it’s almost like she knew what I was up to! Wait out here for me, ok? I'll be out to take you home in a moment, but I need to have a little 'talk' with THESE two, first." She emphasized the word 'these', with a sharp tug on the ears in either of her hands. The girls teared up and started pleading in response, begging that she let them go and promising to be good, but of course, she wasn't buying it. With my timid nod of confirmation, she continued on her way, lecturing my unfortunate friends about how dangerous the fireplace could be to small children.

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