Barbara didn't have a fever today and feels a little bit better. Now she is waiting on me. I asked her how she think she got covid and she said she's not sure. I made a huge mistake, kept making it and tried to deny it. There are no excuses. I was selfish and a terrible person. You do not deserve any of this. I feel awful about it. I called Jonathan and turned in my resignation. You are the only one I want, and it will be like that forever." Since the pandemic had been raging, we reinvented how we work while staying as safe as possible. Barbara worked for a large local construction company, in spite of the pandemic still had plenty of projects going. She reported to work every day, wore her mask and tried to maintain social distancing. We were scheduled to get our vaccinations in a couple of weeks. Barbara's job is to handle all things for the President of the company. His name is Jonathan Reynolds. Barbara has worked there for 25 years and started after our youngest went to school. We both enjoyed our jobs and liked the people we worked with.

Good I would hate it if you both defiled our master bedroom where we conceived our children. Did you ever do anything that we did not do? Such as anal, bdsm, or anything else." Barbara got up to kiss me but I turned my face. I told her to leave. She was sobbing when she shut the door. Well, I found out you two went to the Hampton Inn on the same night you told me you were having dinner with Sally and the new girl. Which by the way, Sally denied she was with you that night." Suppose we get a divorce; you will need that job. We both make good money, but it will change amazingly fast after 50/50 split."OMG, there it was. On March 1 she had a charge from the Hampton Inn. The Hampton Inn was 20 miles away. The same night she was having dinner with friends. I was furious. What am I going to do? How could she do this to me? She was still home but feeling better. She went to our local pharmacy and they gave her a test. It would take about 2 days to get the results. Honey, remember I have dinner with a couple of friends from work this evening," my wife said as she got ready to run out of the door and head off to work. The doctor was helpful but mostly just told me to give Barbara vitamin C, B3, zinc and drink lots of liquids. The doctors also said if Barbara's breathing became a problem or she develops an extremely high fever take her to the emergency room.

Once he wanted to tie me up, but I was too scared to be tied up, that is not my fantasy and I said so." At least I work from home so I can be your nurse. I will call our Doctor and see if they recommend anything I can do. Get in the bed and I will fix you some breakfast." I am not sure what is worse, her wailing in my ear or me not being able to breath. I have seen 4 nurses, 2 cna's, 3 doctors, 4 tech people and I feel really cared for. They have been giving me nourishment and medicine through IVS. My breathing is less labored though I still need oxygen. These people are good. She tells me she has booked a counselor who was highly recommended by Sally, who went through a rough patch a few years ago. She and her husband both loved her, and she thought it would help us too. What the hell is wrong with you? You have a three-year affair not thinking twice that I might find out. Now suddenly you get religious and ready to turn your life around. I don't know who is dumber, me for believing you for the last three years or you for thinking I would just let this pass."I started feeling unwell. "Barbara, I think I need to get tested. Last night I woke up in the middle of the night and was soaking wet from sweating. I think I have a fever." I was feeling worse but haven't received my test results. I am sure I am positive. I struggle to can fix us both breakfast and lunch. My sister who lives near me said she would bring us dinner. Bless my family! They are always there when I need them. Barbara seemed to be doing ok. Her temperature was a low grade one and she was not coughing much. She was very tired, and I was trying to fix meals that she would like to eat. She did lose her taste which was not a big problem because I don't cook as well as she does.

Why do you want to know? You are still the best. This was just a terrible mistake. I can't believe I did this either. I was more of a distraction for him. He dates many women. Forget about him, you are all I want and I want you to get well so we can move ahead. I will never forgive myself for doing this." How long have you two been screwing around? I am tired of being clueless. You better tell me the truth so help me God." I have no energy. My fever is not spiking I feel so tried. Barbara seems to be getting better. She has bit more energy.

Yes, my love you deserve it. There are no excuses, you are the love of my life. Never have I thought otherwise. I know my actions are horrible, but you are the only one I want to spend the rest of my life with." Barbara took her temperature, and it was 100.5 degrees. "Honey maybe you should go get tested for covid." I said. Well, I wish you had told me or asked me. I would have done anything naughty with you and you know it."

Sweetheart, I understand that I devastated you and I betrayed you. I feel so bad. But please, I beg of you, do not divorce me. I will live as a slave in the basement if I have to."An ER doctors come into my room to tell me I have blood clots in my lungs. The ER Doctor went on to say I am going to are going to be admitted me and started on IV's for nourishment as well as blood thinners. I feel better that know what is causing my pain.